I See YOU!

YOU are a beautiful expression of the Divine!

So, Whatever you do to hide It

Whatever you think that denies It

Whatever excuses you make 

does not hinder me from seeing YOU!

I love YOU ~ you are beautiful inside and out.

~ Namaste' Ali ~

You are a manifestation of my love and commitment to love

Michael ~ You are a manifestation of my love and commitment to love.

Alison my love.  I have realized my reality and that is that you are the divine face of love showing up into times and space as a direct manifestation of my desires.  My desires to love and to be loved, to give and receive love, this is why it feels so good and so right.  Seventeen years we have been committed to one another and today and everyday when I awake I am so very exhilarated with I think and feel about you!  I care for you, wonder how you are, and root for you realizing your dreams, desires, and my love for you.  You are a real gift to life and humanity.  Your willingness to channel Truth and be a messenger to others.  I am proud of you and think you are a beautiful women.  Today right now, I recommit to you and to having NO thing in between US!  For the first thing I want and the last thing I want each day each moment is to live and to realize being loved wanted and desired. 

Ali ~ Thank you my love.

Divine Spark

Affirmation

~ I am divinely guided ~ I am inspired and trust in Love ~
~ I bring Light and Love forward into all I do ~ I am the divine spark! ~

The Atman is the light:

The light is covered by darkness:

This darkness is delusion:

That is why we dream.

When the light of the Atman

Drives out our darkness

That light shines forth from us,

A sun in splendor,

The revealed Brahman.

Bhagavad-Gita

Ali ~ In meditation I hear, "Do not hide from yourself - ever."  I realize that I have no choice other than to shine my Light.  I will not compromise - I stand for Love, Truth.  I base all my decisions in Love which fans the flame of my divine spark.

Mirror of Love

~ Today I see through the lens of my heart ~ I see only Love Beauty ~ I know only Love Beauty ~ I feel only Love Beauty ~

Ali ~ Today I see you Michael - I see you with my inner eye, my spiritual eye, that sees through the lens of the awakened heart.  I see you as my mirror - the Being that I have attracted to help me see myself more clearly.  As I meditated this morning I became more aware of the dance that we, as humans, do with one another.  As I ask myself why Michael?  What does Michael teach me?  What am I learning about Divine Love, unconditional love, through our dance?

I see that you show me so much about myself, some of the things that I discover are not so positive, pretty, or awakened.  And some of the things I discover lead me into such fits of Big Love, that I weep with the most amazingly beautiful and expansive feelings. 

What I know today is that my relationship with you is a gift - a gift that I have continued to unwrap for 17 years now.  Your love is a gift - your devotion to me is a gift - your generosity is a gift - your enthusiasm, kindness, and longings are all precious gifts, thank you.  I see that as I have danced this dance with you, I have seen the best in myself and the worst, and for this I thank you.  You have been patient with me and allowed me, through your patience and love, time to see myself more clearly.  I have experienced my ego and all it’s wounds and I have experienced my true Self and it’s infinite and eternal nature.

I am emerging into BEing Me - merging my ego and Essence - I am finally free!

Inhaling Love

~ Affirmation ~

~ Today I breathe LOVE into US ~ I am comforted by thoughts of US past, present, and future ~ I exhale LOVE out of US ~

Ali ~ From this day forth I commit to bringing my full Self into our relationship.  I will not hold back - I am ME, authentic, available, and loving. 

I think higher and deeper - I extend out my hand to you my beloved every morning and every night.

Michael ~ My love, as we are separated by distance it is easy to feel distant and apart and I don't like that, as I am sure you don't either.  However, we have tools and power.  We can consciously control our thinking and when I direct my thoughts I also effect my emotions.  So this is what I do and when I direct my thoughts within myself, get quiet, open my heart, and control my breathing, I then direct my thoughts and emotions toward you and US.  I inquire into you, I desire to see you in my minds eye and I see your smile, feel your love and desire for me and US.  I then breathe my love into you, sending you my love energy and vibrations of desire.  This makes me feel close to you actually connected to you in this very moment.  I inquire into how I can help you to fee my love desires and happiness with you and this makes me feel even closer with you.  My desire to be with you, caress your body, mind, and heart is growing with every breath.  I want you to know this!  I love US and feel there is no thing in between US.  For in the beginning I want to love and be loved by you and in the end I want to feel the love I have for you and you for me.  I am proud to be your man and you my love.  I see you and care so much for you and your desires.

Namaste'

New Thoughts

~ Affirmation ~~ I think only thoughts that nurture ~ I grow my life thought by thought ~

English garden 2012

With each new thought of US, a fresh new nub appears on the vine
With each loving thought I have for you the bud opens a little

Our love is growing and blossoming into a beautiful flower

~ Ali ~

My love thank you for your expression of love, Michael

Another thing I love about you...

 ~ Affirmation ~

~ I am open, willing, and allowing ~ I push myself to be ME ~ I move beyond my fears ~ I express myself authentically ~ This is how I live ME ~

Michael ~ Another thing I love about you is your availability to discuss not only the good things in life but rather your willingness and openness to be real and to discuss healthily and grow through challenges.  And not just with me, but our children too.  You're a real friend to us all.