Beyond the Old Dance

~ Affirmation ~
I embrace Life's gifts with an open mind and grateful heart ~ I joyously dance to the music of Love ~ I am always growing toward the Light

 A bridge across the mote of the bishops palace in Wells, Somerset, England

"A crisis is a gift, an opportunity, and perhaps a manifestation that life loves us, by beckoning us to go beyond the dance we presently perform."
Leslie Lebeau

Ali ~ I am always growing in consciousness, especially when I find myself in a difficult situation or crisis. When Michael made the decision to take a job in another state which would require him to be gone for 2 - 8 weeks at a time, I was upset, frustrated, and sad.  I found myself digging deep within myself to find peace.  It has taken me over a year to find more comfort with it, and it still isn't always easy.  Having him gone has caused our lifestyle to change considerably and I see that I had become attached to our old routine or way of life - I enjoyed waking up with him and having our "morning time" together.  We would drink our coffee or tea, read spiritual material, meditate, and discuss our deepening understanding of Life and It's mysteries.  I absolutely loved this daily ritual.  I haven't stopped, but it has changed, I now play soft music and enter into a deeper more person connection with Love/Beauty (my name for god.)  I have found that I love my new "morning time" and look forward to it when Michael is home and we are doing the old "morning time!"

I found that I had to make many adjustments from my old way of living to really embrace and enjoy my new life.  These were necessary adjustments in order for my life to align with Love/Beauty and dance in a more authentic way.

With each bridge I cross, and I see this last year as a difficult bridge, I feel life's love for me and see that it was an opportunity to go beyond the dance Michael and I were previously performing.

Michael, I am grateful to be on this journey with you, my beloved.

Michael ~ Dear Ali, Life (god) the divine life force that IS, is continuously, infinitely, and eternally giving to itself the exact match to its vibration.  Like attract like.  So what is, is.  And as I look out into the 3rd dimension with this in heart I can't help but to have an accepting energy of gratitude.  Life is good always is in all ways.  With this in heart I do dance with life as life is a dance of love and light.

I am the love God is and I joyously allow life to live and love through and as me.  I breathe love into you.  I look to you as the loving presence of life expressing and giving back to me.  You are a manifestation of my vibrations and I love what I have attracted, married, and love with my whole heart.

I am blessed and grateful and love living life and loving you!

I love you!